omg thank you 🥺💕 and i absolutely have some recs. i'm only about half way through the tag, so i am definitely missing some gems. 😔

Putting Out the Fire with Gasoline by archaeology https://archiveofourown.org/works/28738641
with teeth by sciencefictioness https://archiveofourown.org/works/32547157
sugarcoated subliminality (don't wanna feel how i did last night) by ongelma https://archiveofourown.org/works/49502782
Fool's Paradise by keroroppi https://archiveofourown.org/works/47990092
bad religion by jellyjully https://archiveofourown.org/works/41772972
hold me tight, autopsy me by rododaktvlos https://archiveofourown.org/works/46761166
burst a supernova by geology https://archiveofourown.org/works/32532136
The Eighth Shadow by adanima https://archiveofourown.org/works/42893187

definitely read the tags! <3