faceless · 3mo
i like your takes! particularly that you seem to be the only one who realizes churin isn’t chasing rat for his kindness or validation & that the dynamic is really carried by rat’s tsundereisms. it’s probably why i don’t like 99% of the way fandom portrayed rtrn but also avtio isnt.. totally better bc again, i don’t understand what churin would chase in rat? this makes me sound like a hater but no, i really don’t understand the appeal from his pov & circumstances. i also think “suicidal wet dog churin chasing after kindness & meaning from rat of all ppl is hilarious…. like there’s somebody he’s called kind & it wasnt even him? 🤷♀️
same i cant stand the uwu insecure need assurance bottom churin. this is what makes him virtually indistinguishable from the top twinks of other fandoms. Im also not amused the amount of oooh dr ratio is so speshul and such a charitable kind hunk and a savior of churin" praising going on. its almost feels self-inserty and by then I mean they self insert on churin. I'm just not interested in that kind of thing. I'm a #ChurinLover first and foremost.
and as a churin lover I like to see how he tries and makes plans to keep going on and survive on his own cuz that's the main thing that draws me to him apart from the whole fucked up in the head thing. he's... very good at surviving. he had gone through some absolutely horrific stuff and it fucked him up but he crawled out of that hell on his own. he deserves the credit
