i am literally crying over your fic “before you go”. the funny thing is that i read it like when it first came out, then i come across to it 1 week ago and read it again. now i was kinda down bcuz of school and i randomly remember this fic and started bawling. i mean BIG SOBS. breathing problems and all that. it fcking hurts. i love it soo much. the devastating part about that fic is how sad it is to find that one person that gets you and you sure he is the one, then you lost them randomly. they are just gone. life is never the same after that. their story is unfinished. flx will never know how his life would be with chn in the future. with every new situation he will always think how it would feel if he was with chn. how it would feel to grow old with him. sudden loss and uncompleted stories always hurts me so much. such a good job, kissing ur brain