I meant that and decided on that when I was down about the rj hiatus. I’m still feeling low about the situation but I continued writing the other au bc I wanted to (I’ve already started it + I’ve been feeling mentally better). Plus, the renhyuck au that I wanted to write using that prompt had an incredibly depressing tone to it (one that I started to write when I was on a slump due to my personal life + rj’s hiatus). I don’t want to post something that emotionally draining in a time where the fandom’s already so emotionally drained.

I’m not sure if you’re policing my actions or not but if you are, do I really have to explain myself why I wanna write a certain au or why I don’t want to? I don’t see why I have to explain myself to you?

If policing me isn’t your point then I’m sorry for going at you so aggressively. Just felt off by your phrasing.