god i know... crazy stuff! i was catching up on zepisodes with my bestie just now and watching today's behind and their l'officiel one back to back was an Experience. the way they held hands too is very funny if you compare it to the early-ish days... so sweet how it's evolved over time. i'm also still thinking about the concert behind where he comes up to matthew and matthew almost instantly goes for his waist. idk. i just love it so much!!