i think it is okay to feel the grief after loving someone. although i believe that some love are meant to be wasted, however, my dear, both the warmth of endearing love and grieving as you love someone is both understandable. what's not okay is thinking that you are not loved; because you, are the love, the love inside you is keeping someone else alive. no one in this world is less of love, let alone not receiving any love; the oxygen you breathe is already a form of love. i hope you'll find your path and love will chase you around too, little sunshine, please remember that you are more than the love itself ♥︎