hiii ! i feel like I'm in no position to answer this ; I only write when I am feeling too much and need an outlet. You don't have to dive in headfirst all at once right at the beginning ! you can take little but deliberate steps. Write letters to your friends, loved ones, anybody. Be as honest as you can. You don't have to use fancy words or make complex sentences. Sometimes being true to your feelings is enough and in the meantime you can slowly build up your vocabulary too — leaning a few new words whenever you can ! you don't have to treat this as something you need to master , let it guide you instead and see where your heart lands you ! all the very best 🤍 i don't know whether what I told you here would prove to be beneficial for you but these are something you can definitely try out don't you think? i am sure you already write very beautifully 🍀💗