you are doing great already ! but to answer your question, of course I didn't write well. I don't know if they're any better now but as I grow up my willingness to express myself better to my own self has improved too and i believe it is proportional to my writings too. I do this as a little hobby and to put my love somewhere but reading, for example, what I wrote for the guy I liked at 17 makes me so embarrassed lol. Keep writing all you want about whatever you want and do it regardless of what others say 🫶🏼