anonymous ¡ 29d
Every day, I find it hard to try and like the path I chose. It wasnât really like this from the start, I had been positive with walking this one because I thought living with people who did would make it easy for me as I saw how it was for them. Now I realized that I do not fit in in the medical field, this path is for people whoâs okay living their lives for othersâ and Iâm not prepared to do so nor do I think I can ever. I think I fit in somewhere freeâ where I can explore life and live to the fullest. But, realizing doesnât mean I can walk back and redo my choicesâ I think iâm a little too far from where I started and so now⌠I walk towards even if I donât want to and it sucksđ§ââď¸
the way you don't even need to elaborate because although it's not my right to say I feel exactly the way you do but i feel a lot similar about the career path I find myself in right now. There is a heavy emphasis on following your heart because either way you do not know where you will end up but logically it is not always an easy walk turning back and starting over but simultaneously it is hugely frustrating because it is something but also not something you truly wanted and i wish i had something concrete to comfort you with but for now, this is not the end of the world , you have a lot of time ahead of you and life does not have to remain static. You have your own passions that can save you time and time again. I hope everything works out for you :( you're doing very well truly
