Although I know little about tarot, I believe this'll be quite fun to research and answer. I'm searching for the definitions now . . .

Sigh ,,, Many of them seemed to fit me quite well, but I think that the " Two of Wands " was the most accurate, for the past is a very prominent topic in my mind. It's unavoidable, and therefore I am prone to nostalgia, of which usually triggers negative emotions for me. " Death " is also quite a good answer to this, for I have things to heal from that I've struggled to let go of.