It must be real enough to you if you only ever write sn with the same personality you have: wanting to get fucked by wy lol just write a self-insert then. and it's not just about sex. your sn is so paper thin his entire character only ever revolves around wy. he's physical and emotional fodder and his characterization never goes beyond being an accessory to wy. those snips you posted also prove that so idk maybe the call is coming from inside the house?