the feeling you will miss some important moment the second you log off. this is very difficult for me in particular because i am at the very least neurodivergent and i have always felt different from others. that in some ways i process my emotions and experiences in ways that other might find upsetting or disappointing.

what if by logging off i missed the perfect moment to communicate effectively and be understood as a whole person? to be accepted?

it never happens but there's always that seed of hope. it can be hard for me sometimes.