Hello my sweet omega!!! Ah yes,, embarrassment and/or shame is a rather natural feeling when writing,,, though I fear I haven’t any bulletproof advice for this topic… Try to remember that it’s just you and yourself in the room whilst you write, no one is reading your mind, nor is anyone aware that it’s YOU writing it (unless you choose to make people aware of the fact). Sometimes I’ll be writing and then I’ll clap a hand over my mouth and pause for a brief moment, but then I just keep going. It’s a natural part of the process. When it comes to pushing past it, I feel that the best thing you can do is try to make it a moment of humor, lean into it a lil. And, also, it DOES get easier with time. You just gotta keep pushing through!!! It might also help to find someone who REALLY matches your freak, I find that it helps to have someone look at what I found to be embarrassing, only to be told that it’s quite delicious!!! I hope this helps you, dear omega,,, YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!😸😸😸