no i think this one was the highest stakes one that i had ever encountered. like it was happening in realtime before my very eyes. i got to define the lore of it. that gave me a really vested stake in the ship. vs like... i was a huge soonwooist but i was mostly watching and reading old content of their and then reinterpreting it through my lens. but this is like... we were making the lens. so i feel a sense of ownership over the ship and that's what makes me cuckoo