really hate to do this since i did say in my post regarding my updated rentry debunking rumours i didn't want to say anything else about this publicly, but i have been made aware that i am still being stalked and that does explain the sudden increase of death threats and strange messages i have been receiving. i am also aware my social media have now been linked on some of hers, which can also explain why i have been receiving more messages of that grotesque nature. to that end, and with the acceptance that i am not going to be left alone by these individuals: @/suzalulu has been aggressively cyberstalking me since 2022, and has incited her hundreds of followers across her socials to harass me for things even as little as me liking the same anime as her, or having a url she wants. if any of you remember me from @/sovereign, most if not all of the threats i received on there were from her and her group. i have also received messages with doxxing information about myself, which i believe was provided by my ex qpp, who is her current qpp @/gallagher and i have also since confirmed has sent me equally abhorrent anon messages, alongside being the individual who mocked a person close to me's suicide attempt, and mocked my ex friends for being victims of a known groomer, probably just on the basis of them being my friends at the time.

if you frequently interact with or have contact with this individuals, and don't desire to be critical of their behaviour at the very least or homd them accountable, i would rather you not interact with me on any platform for my own safety and comfort. thank you.

i am debating making a more in-depth post on the subject, or a rentry / google doc, but i am hesitant due to how upsetting this topic is for me. i have stalking trauma from an ex in 2019, and thinking on this topic for extended periods of time makes me spiral. combined with that i have mentioned in the rentry in my other pinned post regarding their intentional triggerung of my ocd, it is a lot for me to handle, especially when i am as unwell as i am atm. not to mention the fact i have over 1000 screenshots of all of this behaviour, including people lainy/freya/noctis is friends with admitting that her behaviour is bad, or acknowledging her claims against me are false. but i will do it if it is what it takes to be left alone for even just a day.

until then, i want to just thank everyone for the support i have been receiving over the years for this and to apologise to anyone who has also been targeted by these individuals simply by association with me.

all the love. i will be using / checking this site less in the meanwhile for obvious reasons. as much as threats don't sway me, this whole situation ways heavy on me as a whole. if you wish to have my other socials; send a message with a link to yours and i will follow / send friend requests etc.

not announcing this to start anything, simply to let people know i've rehashed my response in a way that hopefully makes it easier to read now that i am in a better headspace to do so. i have updated my about rentry with it, but i'm also going to keep this pinned on my profile as i deem it important to myself.

i updated my rentry regarding the false allegations against me, reworded it to take away the emotionally charged aspects and try to approach the topic in a more neutral and productive way. i am aware the individual has agreed to no longer discuss this specific accusation against me publicly themself, and i am very thankful for that, more than i think i can put into words, but whilst the lie is still believed by people / talked about in general as a thing that is a "truth" / i am still receiving harassing messages due to these claims (whether they come from her group or not is irrelevant, and i do not wish to point fingers there, but i cannot deny that the reasoning for those messages is their claim specifically), i believe i am in my rights to defend myself given the problematic nature of the claims and the way they have directedly had consequence on my mental health, recovery process and my friendships. here is the link should you wish to look over it yourself.

many thanks ^^

okay guys months later i am still being stalked and harassed by noctis/lainy/eva aka @suzalulu on here, @hyrule on quotev and @solidsnakeyuri on twt. to clear up her recent horseshit rumour about me: i am not a bisexual lesbian. genuinely have no clue where that one came from but i have never claimed to be bisexual and never will because that is simply ... not a label that fits my attraction. it seems to just be another attempt to villainise me for things she has no proof of, and i wonder why no one has even bothered to double check this information for themselves. it's such an easy thing to disprove it is almost laughable. what will i be next, lainy? an agefaker? a communist spy? an alien from another planet sent here specifically to turn every human into a code geass fan? what more utterly delusional lies will you sprout?

this person has, as my other pinned messages suggests, been stalking harassing and fabricating lies about me for several years at this point and its exhaustive. thank you to everyone who has and will continue to try to correct these falsehoods whilst i am not around.

lainy went against her word from two months ago promising to drop all of this, and has instead continued to fuel an unjust hate campaign against me with no evidence or reason. and because of that, i will again be very openly opposing her bullshit until accountability is taken for it when possible.

to be honest with you my mind is pretty made up about you both and your behaviour so i'm unsure if anything you do say will change anything or make me think any different about how you opted to treat— and severely harm— me. but if that is something you wish to do regardless, my account username on the V site we used to be mutuals on is the same as it always has been and my instagram usernames haven't changed either. i'm not going to give out my full usernames on social media publicly due to stalking habits of certain lurkers, so if you deleted old msgs or are otherwise unable to locate those accounts, i can send you them privately.

i'd also prefer it if you both messaged me separately. it was deeply unfair and equally hurtful for only one of you to drop those past metaphorical bombs on me, so i ask you both respect me enough to not hide behind just one persons words this time. i want to hear from both of you individually without influence or not at all.