omg hiiiii im the anon that had a mental breakdown (+ explosive diarrhea) i heavily contemplated leaving an ao3 comment like a normal person but i have a weird thing about it for some reason, i don't know, can't do it 💔 however im willing to provide more entertainment in the form of ugly sobbing and chewing through walls as a reaction to pwf via any other social media platform 👍 also you shouldn't have added that last bit to your reply, it is making me SPIRAL i am SPIRALING. i am THINKING. i should be thinking about my job and grad school and like my housing situation but NO im replaying the entire 10 chapters of pwf in my mind trying to figure out where they went wrong and at what point this situation could've possibly lead to a less soul-crushing outcome (i am being so dramatic for absolutely no reason please forgive me)

all jokes aside tho i missed pwf very very much!!! i first read it after my junior year of college and im a working woman now so it feels like it was forever ago 😭 although i do think that maybe i should've waited a bit before inhaling the new chapter cause now im afraid ill be thinking about it non-stop for the next however long idk... i loved the chapter but unghhhh did the last bit hurt ohhhhh it hurt so bad you have no idea..... my stupid ass really thought they were on the same page, WELL!!!!! ONE CAN DREAM!!!!!! sorry im all over the place im shaking right now i CANNOT get over jaemin just Ughh.... doing that...... ykw now that i think about it i definitely should've waited until i calmed down a bit before typing this brain fart out but it's too late now ..... anyway. i felt really good when yangyang was like "that's jaemin, yeah" and then i felt suuuuper bad immediately after, it was like..... eating the best meal of your life and then immediately getting violent and explosive diarrhea because of it. so thank you for the meal but the diarrhea bit i did NOT appreciate. but still thank you