Hello Karel, I've been wanting to confess my feelings for ages. I've had a crush on you since... I don't know when... Every time I see you being vulnerable or sharing melancholic songs, it hits me hard. I want you to know I'm here for you, but I've been too scared to say anything...

Honestly, I'm aware that I'm an avoidant person—a dismissive avoidant, I'm intimidated by how stable you are in relationships... You make your partners feel loved and valued, that's what I want—to be loved loudly. But my avoidance self holds me back and making me hesitate to open up to someone as emotionally available as you...

I apologize for confessing through retrospring, I just don't want to be a stranger. I hope you're happy, because you deserve all the love in this world Karel.