shidou selfcest honestly so funny cuz we out there shipping a guy who hates himself out of guilt with ..himself. Toxic doomed selfcest yaoi. T1 Shidou x T2 Shidou where T1 Shidou attempts to harm T2 Shidou while repeatedly saying that he (and ultimately, himself) should die. T2 Shidou mostly doesn't react because. He agrees! But he grips his hands slightly in a faint attempt to stop him, saying that "if he dies then lives will be lost so he'll stay here". And then T1 Shidou shouts "you? helping people? lol don't make me laugh you will never help anyone"