Tidak, ya. Saya tidak sedang cari yang kedua, ketiga atau keempat (dalam konteks romansa). I'm enough with Yosua and Yosua only, I can't even go on a day without thinking about him. He filled me to the brim (literally and poetically), tidak ada lagi sela buat orang lain masuk atau sekedar nyempil di antara kami. I've responded to these kind of messages jokingly karena I was handling this as a joke dan mere appreciation aja. But this time I think it's too much, asking if I want a second one. The answer is no and will always be no.

If you think I'm flattered to receive this kind of message, then no. This is a form of disrescpect to my committment and self-value. Kamu kira saya perempuan macam apa?

And I bet siapapun kamu, sampai berani ngirim kayak gini, berarti nggak benar-benar mengagumi saya. Perhaps kamu cuma ngira saya perempuan yang bisa muasin ego sama birahi aja.

I'm so much more than that, and you can't handle me. Not even a bit, only Yosua does and would. Jadi STOP ngirim pesan kayak gini, sebelum saya hunt down kamu.

Saya nggak ngerasa pernah dekat atau DM-an sama laki-laki/perempuan sampai di tahap orang bisa pede ngirim ginian. SO PLEASE JUST STOP, SAYA NGGAK MINAT.