thank you anon 🥺 and really that is a good suggestion! I honestly took a kinda? long vacation... a period I'm not really used to (well actually I was still writing behind the scenes but it is for the bmjn fest! I used this period to kickstart my fic ^^) and I immediatey got sick (I still am a bit) when I got back home from Japan because of the extreme weather changes that my body fell apart 🥲 I'm writing bits! I think I am starting to recall the scenes I wanted to put in because I'm more of an impulsive writer so I usually draft very vague outlines and that's why I suffer so much when in times of I need to take longer breaks because I am getting a really hard time to recall 🥲 but I am getting there! and yes I think in times I'm getting stuck, I would really need some help from all of you and I don't know how to thank all of you enough already because having a platform where my stories are getting read means a lot

thank you so much and thank you even more for the patience and understanding ⭐ hope you will always have good days ahead of you!

Thank you 🧸 ❤️❤️❤️ Us, Against the Universe isn't done yet and there is still part 2 that just started so there's like more pain / doomed by the narrative story but in another universe or setting ;;;; bmjn will be happy eventually but not in every universe

and yeah, not every story deserves a happy ending even if everything has been coming in good in your life, for some reason, the world will still find a way to fuck everything up... it sucks and it is something we hate to happen to anyone but that's the reality of life. Not everyone is walking on a flowery path. Like the person you come across to your left might reach up to their 90s while leading a very comfortable and successful life and or the person to your right might just end up being gone the very next day. It is so cruel how we don't really know what is in store of us really and all we could do is to just bottle it all up (ok I think I'm yapping everything and all now butttt) I guess, that's what I like about writing drama, the way I can extract raw human emotions and make readers feel for the characters in it and I feel happy and satisfied whenever I do a good job of taking out the certain emotion I was expecting

regardless, thank you so much and I know it's been a tough ride! You did your best as well and at the end of that road, I am happy that I made your day and I hope you will always have blissful days ahead of you

omg this is so touching ;;; thank you for telling me how my stories/characters are somewhat relatable to irl 🥺 this has been a struggle at times because I have a tendency to create super angsty stories that centers on a lot of drama in which I don't really want my stories to sound either edgy and too much. My priority has always been to touch a reader's heart no matter how it hurts, there is still a light at the end of that tunnel

I would love to know which au specifically made you feel that but regardless, whichever it was, thank you so so soooo much for appreciating the work I've put in it. May you always have good days only ahead of you and thank you for making me happy

omg Ada hellooooo ❤️ anyways thank you so so soooo much for appreciating them!!! actually updates with webtoon panels takes a really long time to create 🥲 even if I use a lot of old unposted art that I am just recyling, a page still takes me a day or two to draw so I do my best to tell readers if an update takes time ;;;; it makes me so nervous whenever I have to put out an update with a webtoon page / narration so I'm just really happy whenever someone out there appreciates them and I am deeply sorry for some of the inconsistencies that I cannot avoid because of me recycling 2021 art and so 🥲 regardless, thank you so so soooo much and this kind of validation really makes my day and I hope yours will be too!