some of you truly need to learn how to get in my inbox with any issues instead of making ask alls bc why am i just now finding out about ts im crying. i understand you dont get my thought process, and i didnt know mikael for 10 minutes. i knew her for way longer than that and i thought she'd never do that. when the stuff was revealed i was unable to believe it because of my distorted (by mikael) image of her. besides if only you had talked to me civilly about this (which i understand why you didn't, because i came off as aggressive to mari), you would've gotten to my head faster than by harassment on anon (you know who you are). again, i'm very thankful for mari being able to forgive me for doing and saying such things, and i've acknowledged my mistake. mikael did send the screenshots to make herself look better. thanks

id like to say im sorry for making it seem like i didn't side with mari. because initially i didn't - but the more i got told by retrospring people ive grown to realize that i am in the wrong. i've realized mikael has done a bad thing, which i had known was bad because she shouldn't have enabled it at all, and yet i tried to defend her. i had a really hard time believing anything anyone was saying especially because some of you were really unserious about this in my inbox, and because i had grown attached to mikael. i pray you guys will understand what i mean. i've also realized i had come off as aggressive under my message to mari's ask all, which again, i'd like to apologize for. i did not mean to spark such a big thing; i was questioning the credibility of it all. i will say it again, i'm sorry. i can delete the comments if mari would like me to since i did make a fool of myself