nonnie · 10d
thinking of sbn and gyv being brothers, sbn older, and gyv younger, their parents thinks they the nicest, purest, & well behaved sons in the world and would brag to others abt it too, making others parents jealous. but they don't know how how their younger sneaks into his older brother room and touch him and do the filthies things to his body. sbn believes he would be blame, he was the older one yet his younger brother can easily overpower him?? his parents would be embarrassed n disgusted...they wouldn't seen him as pure or good anymore which scares him. But how can he be pure when he secretly likes it when gyv comes. hoping that it be the night that he would wake up to gyv being on top of him again—
sooo into the idea of sbn trying to justify all of this to himself. its okay, hes the big brother trying to cater to his little brother’s needs. theres nothing wrong with that, right? he doesnt actually feel anything towards his brother.. (lie)
he feels so unpure when he slips on a pair of frilly underwear to entice his brother when he does inevitably come. sbn loves bmg. hed do anything for him, but he cannot get rid of the fact in his brain that this is wrong. hes going against this perfect image his parents have of him and he doesnt know if he could keep it up <3.
bmg and sbn keep fucking, sbn practically begging for bmg to fuck harder.. all he can focus on is how much he likes it X3 hes so cooked
