yes it is incredibly weird, fellow anon.. you knew hanbin as a literal child yet are still thirsting after him despite also knowing he's gay.. 'omg hanbin's soo hot, I need to marry him!' you aren't 14 anymore (like he must have been when you taught him as an adult 🤢), get a grip. trust bihet koreaboos to be homophobic weirdos with groomer/coomer tendecies, wouldn’t be surprised if you stalked him too by the amount of times you've 'coincidentally ran into' him of all idols..