Hey! That's a really good question actually. I think I enjoy playing up that animal part in humans - messy emotions, instincts, a lack of self control and how it's a fight with the more intellectual side of the characters. Irl people struggle all the time with following their own moral contrast, controlling their urges, addictions, physical responses to things etc. So taking characters I like (which are usually the characters that have a intriguing personality in my opinion and are often somewhat stoic /have certain views of themselves, the world, right and wrong etc.) and taking some of that, then putting it in contrast with their animalistic instincts is fun to me. It's also the aspect of creating a different society. Different rules and values; I really enjoy exploring the topic of consent in the context of abo for example, and also the darker aspect that sometimes go along with abo, like people viewing omegas as less than / as a tool to bear children, maybe even at a young age etc vs. What kinds of movements /schools of thought exist as a reaction to /rebellion against this. I hope my answer isn't too messy haha. I'm super tired and I hope I'm making sense

Mostly I just don't manage. I write non fanfiction stuff too and I've got too many projects, ideas, etc. I'd say it might be the adhd or autism tendencies that make it really hard for me to stay focused on a project for a long time, too. And just a general lack of time plus energy whenever depressive phases hit me.. I'd love to finish them all of course but I reason to myself that it's projects I do for fun so I should do them in a way that's fun to me /doesn't pressure me instead of focusing too much on the end result of getting them finished. It's why I've got a lot of one shots too because it's easier for me to finish if I keep the story ideas short and limited in my head instead of wanting to create those big novel kind of stories... Hope that explains it a little bit

Oh. A genuine sweetheart who is also actively trying to be a sweetheart (or what he expects people want him to be like) but every now and then people make remarks about his past etc?? He's reminded of his sister etc and his first instinct is to rebel but deep down, he has promised himself he will be good so he doesn't disappoint people again... Appears very sweet but sometimes, there's something below that that shines through... Maybe especially when he encounters sukuna there.... Sorry stream of consciousness kind of ramble here haha. Fair point!! Thanks for the input, I'll think about it all some more and try to come up with a flavor