i have been reflecting on our past interactions alot, i dont rmember much but yeah, i am sorry, my actions were incredibally embrassing, i didn't understand what i was saying was offensive. i have recently tried to understand stuff like that, my comments in the past were out of ignorance and in some mailce. and most of my past ones weren't genuine because i didn't understand what i did wrong. i know my actions were ableist and again i've been trying to get better. im sorry for not realizing how i made you and your friends feel with my behavior. again if im being honest, i dont fully remmeber what happened but from the parts i do rememberi am sorry. my behavior was disgusting in alot of cases. im sorry for any stress i've given you throughout the year? months, whichever. i was extremely emotional immature (mostly because i was a young child, i was 13 when that all happened, not an excuse especially sicne you were also 13 but for context, i just like you to know that i was lying about my age, and im currently 14), i am trying my hardest to get out of that immaturity. i handled the whole situation with you in a really horrid way and im sorry. /gen