Ooooh okay. I'm a long fic kinda gal. A lot of these fics have potentially triggering subjects so please please please check the tags carefully and proceed with caution. All of these authors also have other incredible fics so check out the rest of their library if you like the fic I recced. Happy reading :D

Hits different by @scoops404
https://archiveofourown.org/works/51000592/chapters/128851312

I'd lie by anon
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45792811/chapters/115239190

Lighter by @kkmbrly7 on bsky
https://archiveofourown.org/works/34520068/chapters/85922140

Bruises by @janetbaby99
https://archiveofourown.org/works/47954155/chapters/120907288

First Few Desperate Hours by Rxdmouth
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43444161/chapters/109215054

And the fic of all fics, an unfortunately now deleted fic based when by hayloftown

That fic is holy ground to me and it's the most impactful thing I ever read but unfortunately I can't link it 😔