we have a beautiful fully functional yandere4yandere relationship where we're both getting to live out our greatest desires (for him, being someone's Single Most Important Person who will always rely on him and getting to protect and take care of them the way he wants to; for me, getting to live with someone who i know is never going to resent me for all the things i can't do) (these two aspects fit together very nicely, don't you think?)

for all that i talk abt ways for cain to get fixed and healthy-fied, that's not a job i think i can fulfill. i simply don't have the right personality for it, nor the stamina for it thanks to my ten million problems disorders in both my brain and body. but i can make him happy by being weak and delicate, and i AM weak and delicate, so why mess too much with a good thing?

i can embrace all of him, good and bad, and he can do the same for me, and that's good enough for me!