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🍵 · 18d
hey! i just want to let you know that I admire your words. thank you for writing down your beautiful thoughts, it brings me some peace and makes me calm in the midst of chaos of my own thoughts. we don't know each other and I just found your account through my fyp, but i wish you will always be happy and healthy ❤️
🍵 · 1mo
hi kak, aku anon sebelumnya yang beberapa kali kirim retro ke sini. aku gak kuat kak hehehe, aku bener-bener kehilangan diriku, i’m at my lowest rn. aku butuh dia kak…tapi dia udah gak mau sama aku, semuanya udah telat karena dia udah capek…kapan aku bisa stop perasaanku ya kak? aku bener-bener sayang banget sama dia, udah seminggu aku kayak zombie, gak ada semangatnya sama sekali. tiap beberapa jam selalu nangis, padahal aku berharap semoga itu tangisku yang terakhir, nyatanya masih sama aja kak…aku bener-bener gak kuat pengen akhirin ini semua :”) what should i do kakkk? ini bener-bener bunuh aku perlahan, mentalku bener-bener hancur :”)
hi !! sorry for the late reply. i hope things are getting better for you with each passing day. i know it must be hard, and it doesn’t feel right to hold onto feelings for someone who no longer feels the same. But sometimes, all you can do is love until that love naturally fades. i believe the day will come when you’ll realize how this experience led you toward the love you truly deserve. in the meantime, take your time and find things that bring you peace and shift your focus from the pain. i hope that helps and thanks for sharing a little bit of your story with me. 🫂
🍵 · 1mo
i always choose her, all the time. but she never trust me, she never see me. but i’m still here, waiting for her. aku cap… — it’s okay to feel tired if there’s no reciprocation. yet, it’s important to focus on yourself. if the fact that she doesn’t … https://retrospring.net/@octobersfilm/a/112984178103198774 kak, inget ini gak? i finally let her go. aku sayang banget sama dia, kita berdua sama-sama sayang. aku yang dulunya maksa dia buat stay sekarang lebih milih lepasin dia karena aku udah terlalu sakit dan kasihan liat dia sakit gara-gara aku. tapi aku takut kejadiannya kayak tahun lalu kak, dulu kami ngelaluin ini. aku awalnya baik-baik aja, tapi beberapa hari kemudian ngejar buat dapetin dia lagi. dia udah pesen sama aku, kalau gak mau diblock semua akses kontak ke dia, jangan sampai ulangin kejadian yang sama kayak tahun lalu. aku takut gak kuat kak…aku sayang banget sama dia…gimana caranya bisa stop perasaan ini…aku bener-bener gak sanggup rasanya…dari kemarin nangis dan nahan nyesek untuk berusaha gak nangis, tapi susah…aku takut banget kak…
it must’ve been hard, and i know you’re trying your best not to go back to her, but first of all, i want you to know that it’s okay to cry and let your feelings out. i know you love her so much, and i wish i had solutions for your situation. but i’ve seen friends go through the same thing, and sometimes it’s better to just let your heart feel what it wants. one day, when you’ve had enough, you’ll naturally let her go, and she won’t occupy your mind anymore. it’s also important to get better at loving yourself, because if you can love someone this deeply, you deserve to be loved just as much in return. and if they can’t offer you the same amount of love, then i simply believe that person doesn’t deserve you.
🍵 · 1mo
idk why am I typing it out here but I'm going to die soon ..
Not because of any illness though, basically I'll take my own life.
I failed an important exam that promotes me to the next level of education and I gave it for the second time.. I got the result 1 month back and still haven't told anyone in my family but now I probably need to because the admin office needs my parents signatures in it. I was going to uni but now they will ask for the exam documents and it's written that I haven't passed it so I will be thrown out from there too. And who I fear the most is my dad. I have already disappointed him and it's been really bad for me. I cannot explain you how it has been .. from physical to verbal he's done everything to me and it's unbearable. Just when I thought Everything will finally be alright it ends up like this. I never thought I'd fail the test because it did go okay..
I really just don't know. tomorrow my uni has asked for the documents idk what to do .. and 26th is my birthday I really want to be there for my god knows last birthday. I really want it to get over in peace. I really don't know anymore other than dying as my only option. The situation is much worse than it sounds through this text
i’m truly sorry for only getting back to you now. i haven’t opened my account for a month, and i really hope you’re still here and that things are getting better. i know it’s easier said than done, and i may not fully understand what you’ve been through, but i want you to know that failing a test, even an important one doesn’t define your as a whole. even if someone important to you is doubting you, i hope you don’t let their doubts bring you down. i know it’s hard, and you don’t deserve to go through this. but i hope that one day, you’ll see this situation as universe’s way of leading you toward a different path—one that’s truly meant for you, to something beautiful that is waiting for you in the future, and it will guide you to the love and happiness you seek. i don’t want to say too much, as i fear i might misunderstand your situation, but if you ever want to talk, feel free to reach me on the DMs through your private account or anything. i wish i could be there for you so you don’t have to go through this alone.
(i want to see all the happiness that life will bring you, even when you turn 70, so please, keep holding on.)
🍵 · 2mo
hi gee! love your writings as always. please tell us your favorites books or authors! i'm in an awful reading slump for awhile rn
🍵 · 3mo
hi!! I love your works on here, it reminds me of the time (not long ago) that I loved a girl for the first time again after being aromantic. I loved showing her my affection even though I was viewed as the “cold” person in our school, I was never bothered showing her that side of me. Eventually our foundation day for our school came and my friends + her friends pulled us to the wedding booth, we didn’t resist so I was as red as a tomato that time and also quite embarrassed since we were the first wlw to be wedded there, we kinda confessed to each other while we said our vows but after that day we became distant (I was also busy for acads) it turned into a one sided love/crush.. months passed and I lost feelings so I thought she did too, but she did something that made me love her again. Little did I know that she had a crush on a boy, I would’ve never known if I didn’t ask my ex best friend if who was redacted she was always mentioning. I remember being so shocked that I wasn’t able to think properly in school and I almost lost my title on with honors in class.
hi! i’m sorry you had to go through all of that. hopefully you’re feeling better now and you can see how your suffering has brought all the love you have in your life right now. i also wanted to thank you for wanting to share your stories with me. i truly hope you’ll find the love you truly deserve someday.
𑁍ࠬܓ · 3mo
loooooove you my writer, always holding your words in my mind they are my happy respite
🍵 · 3mo
not a question but i just anonymously just wanted to say i love your writing soooo much ghina!! it really inspires me thank you for creating <3
🍵 · 3mo
How do you tell to someone that you really love them and you want to pursue them
🍵 · 3mo
i always choose her, all the time. but she never trust me, she never see me. but i’m still here, waiting for her. aku capek banget Kak Ghinaa. aku harus apa? my friends said she’s just need a company, tapi aku masih percaya buat bikin dia balik lagi kayak dulu tapi capek. tapi masih aja pengen dia.
it’s okay to feel tired if there’s no reciprocation. yet, it’s important to focus on yourself. if the fact that she doesn’t love you in the same way causes you despair, you need to understand that what you’re hoping someone else can fix within you can actually be addressed by yourself. but if your heart still wants to be with her, let it be. eventually, when you’re exhausted enough, you’ll let go of her naturally, even if you don’t notice it.
🍵 · 3mo
hey, g. so… i really love this girl, we both in love (i don’t know anymore) we’ve been know each other for 9 months. i thought she trust me, but turns out it’s just me who trust her, trust us. she never trust me from the start. that’s why she always ovethink too much until it took her mind completely, her feeling for me. she feel numb. i’m trying to understand her until now. but knowing the fact that she pretend to love me about 2 months it’s really breaking my heart. i thought i’ll be okay as long as she with me, but it’s not. i’m trying to forgive myself and her. but it’s really hard. i just want to die, this feeling is killing me. what should i do, g? i’m so desperate..
i’m sorry you have to go through something as difficult as this. but i think when it comes to loving someone, we need to understand whether our feelings are based on genuine emotions or the need to be loved in return. if we lack self-love, our minds can easily trick us into a deep, dark place. when you love yourself enough, you recognize that you deserve to be loved just as much as you have always loved. even if they don’t love you back, it doesn’t mean you’re less worthy than anyone who comes after you in their life. it’s more about the lack of connection with that particular person, and you will find that connection with someone else someday.
🍵 · 3mo
you're so very kind to have given me moree song recs ! i'll definitely listen to them!! i really like discovering more music especially some underrated one's!!!
🍵 · 3mo
Hello! I adore your beautiful writings very much. Where do you write them, if I may ask?
🍵 · 3mo
I loved your song rec omgg i really more of your song recess plsss also some with a calm tune too if you'd have sorry 😭😭😭😭
🍵 · 3mo
hi, g! do you think hard work will never betray us(humans)? or is the grounding feeling of accepting the fact that sometimes it's just a 'mere effort' is enough to justify that it is, after all, not wasted?
i believe that hard work will never betray us, even though it may be hard to believe when things don't go as we hope. but, if you pay attention to the details, you'll come to realize that good things are coming your way because of the effort you've put in. even if they aren't exactly what you wanted, they can be something you truly needed.