ACTUALLY I've been sitting on this ask for a while and I came to the conclusion that I was just really really unenthusiastic about some of the akeshu stuff I was writing and REALLY REALLY wanted to work on shuake instead... Though I guess it's not a secret that I prefer shuake 😂 Originally I felt like I'm losing my love for akeshu but the prompts I was writing for just didn't quite hit it for me and it felt more like a chore than anything else lol. But I think I'm alright now, I just need to write with my cawk than my brain 👍