Hi Io, aku tuh udah siap2in review super panjang krn the latest paroi update is kinda my struggle personified tapi ga jadi... 😭 kalau mereka ga punya jawaban apalagi aku :(
Anyway! Krn semua orang kesel sama uchan, let me belain dia sedikit kali ini, walaupun pls ya uchan kamu tetep salah, krn sensitif dikit sih jadi orang urgh!
As the resident only kid yg emang ga pernah "peduli" sama orang lain, belajar buat share aja itu susah loh, kayak we're used to get everything for ourselves, everything revolves around us, jadi it's hard to understand the concept of putting ourselves in someone's else shoes...
Ini baru aja 3 bulan, I've tried to get to share my 'space' for years but kadang2 old habits surfaced now and there juga. Lucky kalau uchan ketemu orang yg ngerti juga tentang his selfishness ini (aka eunseok yg kebiasaan selfless buat adik2nya) coba ketemu sama yg meleduk leduk juga kamu ga bakal tahan chan. Makanya aku ga kesel sih pas uchan lagi fokus2 nya dengan his struggle yg buat ngasi pembuktian ke papa, cause that's what's important for him... For now.
This is also the reason kenapa aku mikir nya panjang banget sih Io, if this is real life, it's much better for uchan and nsok to evaluate their purpose as a couple, kayak at one hand aku ga tega kalau nsok selalu disakitin with the same issue yang uchan ga bisa provide the solution nya. While uchan juga sama, I know he loves him that much but being together is being together loh, not just doing your own thing tapi bareng2 (well ada couple yg begini juga jadi aku ga bisa judge). Kalau prioritas uchan masih mau nyenengin papa even with the price of nsok happiness, ya ga bakal bisa beres chan. That's why kata2 nya (kamu) bin soal for everything they gain, they lose something, bikin aku takut. Cause for uchan it seems like he really needs to lose either one, and can't just get both.
Anyway cukup segitu aja pembelaannya, nanti aku diratio even as anon di retro, ga kuat aku nya.
Dan buat si teteh, ya gimana lagi ya, ini mah aku ngerti banget. Someone special di hidup kita tuh punya role nya masing2 dan seeing they kinda still maintain a good relationship afterwards it means yaa uchan really wants her to be in his life. Jadi aku ga side eye in dia. Dan masalah ga cerita, buat aku it's partly his 'it's nothing big' thing or 'hard to open up about this thing cause it's my own feelings' (yah aku doang ya chan your supporter on this, thank me later)
Thank you for the update ya Iooooooo, semoga next update ga tega2 banget, semoga semua urusan kamu lancar sampai akhir tahun dan sehat selalu ~~~~
Happy holidays! Kita wujudkan syongsok liburan ke Swiss!
(Altan Silas pls, aku kok kangen mereka ya hehehehe ~ *maaf ngelunjak)