i know youve received a lot of hate, but its good that youve at least reflected to an extent. im sorry you had to see so many vile messages and i wish the best for you wherever you go after you kill yourself. if your life really was as stressful as you made it out to be on your main, then i would probably take my life too :( nobody will blame you for it. if youre going to hang, cut, overdose, etc. please look up how do it right before you do it so you really die. lots of people who attempt suicide end up doing it wrong and living afterwards and i dont think anyone wants you alive. /gen /nm. good luck.