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Mattwoong are top horny jn the fic, they would want you to focus on the smut and let them fuck
I must say something that does make me laugh is that even though the solos are making it hard for you those two always try to bring you back with PCs 🤣🤣 triggering your imagination, they did it with the tennis ones and now your seeing HSM in the new ones 🤣🤣 (honestly as a fan of this ship I don't complain 😙 even if it take years I will patiently wait for more of them from you because I love how you write them together)
no the way I also was literally like “im not going to buy any POBs this era” because I was feeling all sorts of conflicted and even considering dropping/selling collections of them because of that whole mess and then one instagram post of a cute pob being available at a kpop store an hour away and suddenly here I am back on my bullshit again. the photocards get me every time, I love to collect the little devils paper
Didn’t they lowkey announce that Kingdom 2 isn’t going to happen? I’m sure I read that somewhere, like they’re doing Road to Kingdom 2 but can’t actually do Kingdom 2
something something about gyunini and that stupid little face always brightens my day... that little fucker knows something we dont and is plotting a big crime im telling you
No need to respond, I'm just sorry a fandom I'm a part of and especially a sub fandom of my favorite artist is bullying you like this to the point of making you unlike the group... I wish we could all be nice and enjoy things. I know you've had a lot going on irl and online so lot of love and support from a fan of your work (hug your cat a lot !)
ah it’s okay admittedly I was already starting to feel a little burnt out on them because shippers in this fandom had harassed me over multiple of my fics in the past (even ones where they weren’t the main ship) and that had already kinda lent me towards that feeling of nervous whenever I engaged with their content or created it. And then the non shipping fandom blowing up to ALL the different solo fandoms in fighting over little things instead of getting excited for the next come back kinda added onto that. and honestly everything that’s happened in the last week kinda reaffirmed my feeling that I really did need a cleanse and time away from this fandom.
Whatever level of like I have for a person or ship can be tainted by negative energy from a fandom. It’s happened before with so many fandoms for me in the past and while there’s always a new one to come I really didn’t want the last year and a half I spent invested in this group to be ruined by that.
As an example of what I meant by this: think like a song that you really enjoyed, but you associated it with someone you were dating. Then if you have a horrible break up, now you still know that song is good objectively speaking, but it always reminds you of your ex so you can’t listen to it anymore without feeling awful.
That’s honestly where I was, and maybe this is my autism speaking, but I thought that my point would be easily understood that I didn’t hate anyone but was just feeling more distant lately and losing my passion due to a constant feed of negativity on my feed. When it blew up into people spreading lies and bullying me over things that are not true and purposely taken out of context (and continuing to harass me when shouldn’t y’all be focusing on your comeback???), it basically killed any interest I had in continuing to enjoy this group.
I have a lot of stuff going on in real life, with work, and health issues, and my car deciding to break down repeatedly this month. fandom is meant to be a fun escape from the shit show that’s the real world. And now as two of my main kpop bg fandoms have imploded for me in one week (though for VERY different reasons) I will mostly be focusing on posting about my girl groups here and tbh probably locking in on playing the new genshin update and distancing myself from the mess my real life is right now.
Maybe I’ll emerge and return. I do want to finish the fics I started posted because I don’t like to leave anything unfinished even if nobody will read them. I don’t write fic for “clout” or kudos or any of that. I write fic because tbh I can never find a fic that’s Exactly what I want to read unless I write it myself. So, I usually do write it myself, so that future me can reread it. That, or I write fics for fests or to fill prompts or as gifts to my friends because I love a good challenge and gift giving is my love language so I love going over the top to write a fic for my friend to enjoy. Everyone else that gets to read it is a fun bonus, and I’m glad people enjoy, but if nobody other than me enjoyed that would also be okay, because this is a hobby I do for myself and for enjoyment. And if right now, I’m not feeling that enjoyment then I need a break from that fandom.
Tbh I only responded to the other anon because it’s one of the many still appearing in my inbox after a week and I’m just tired of it. & sorry I used your well meaning message to rant about this. Thank you for your kindness.
Question about the at home death lemonade - does the coffee bean powder taste like coffee? Because I hate the taste of tea and coffee, but I love bubble tea bc that doesn't taste like tea y'know? I wanna try to caffeinate myself to death but without the icky taste of coffee (I promise I'm a grown 26 year old and not a child 😭)
Mf if you hate hao then why are you writing porn with him in it ??? you are disgusting, allins should stay the fuck away from him, HES NOT AN OBJECT, haobin are real persons, stop using them for your fuck ass fica, why would we want to keep “content creators” like you p, don’t make me laugh. Hanbin would beat you up, you disgusting piece of shit
it has been a week surely you have better things to do that send me annoying messages like this about lies that people who are clearly jealous of me have made by purposely twisting my tweets out of context. (this is like the third time they’ve done this) ive repeatedly said I don’t hate any of the members, and that im not a solo stan, but im really starting to hate this fandom because holy shit you’re all just sheep at this point that cannot read or listen to what im saying. like please go touch grass and find a new hobby
Hii, I'm a brand new ficwriter and I want to soon post my first work but I'm bit embarrassed... How do I post on ao3 as anon? And can I take it off anon later? Thanks for help <3
what’s your favorite mahae longfic
okay so these are some throwbacks but I went through my bookmarks for fics over 10k (admittedly I don’t usually read long fics so it’s a bit lacking) and here’s the some I remember being good:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/24634483/chapters/59517877
https://archiveofourown.org/works/20172568
https://archiveofourown.org/works/22763143/chapters/54393337
i actually know u for ur non kpop fandom works but keep ur chin up plinys!! u said nothing unreasonable and u deserve to enjoy your fandoms too. take care of yourself and remember so so so many people love u and everything you do for your fandoms 🫶🫶🫶🫶
responding to this way late but sending a lot of love to everyone that’s stuck with me thru multiple fandoms I feel like most of the people following me actually started following me for another fandom and are just here now stuck here through my kpop phase (sorry friends) (we need a good show or movie fandom to save me at some point)
Share recipe for the death lemonade
so thru a lot of trail and error we figured out that the best base is country time lemonade mix (6 scoops) + green coffee bean powder (2 teaspoons) + I usually add a generous helping of torani mango or strawberry syrup depending on my mood! it’s not a perfect dupe but it does taste enough like lemonade that im not tasting the caffeine and am just Full Of Energy
Okay it's time for a serious question - since panera stopped the death lemonade that you were drinking everyday, how do you get through the day now? The people need to know!
genuine question, why did you kinda stop writing nct fics? :)
honestly this year my focus shifted away from writing nct fics to writing for zb1 because that’s where the hyperfixation took me (tragically my adhd brain can only focus on so much at a time) but I still have been like exclusively reading nct fics and honestly with my seeing the dream tour next month we may just be coming back to a nct resurgence. because the little hint of mahae i saw at kcon had be locking back in on mahae fics for weeks and there’s a couple of good nct fic fests coming up ive been keeping my eyes on!
internet user plinys i genuinely love you so much and im so sorry people are being so weird. please take time away from everything if you need! i just wanna be sure you know you’re also so beloved in every fandom you’re in. your writing really keeps me going and i’m constantly so impressed w you! be kind and gentle with yourself <3
aww you’re so kind! honestly I was a little bummed for a bit especially when I saw people I enjoyed consuming fic from in this particular fandom talking shit about me and jumping to wrong conclusions. but then I went out for dinner with a irl friend and talked about all the other Far Worse times I’ve had in other fandoms over the years and honestly this is such a small thing compared to previous things (the death threats getting mailed to my home for one) that im not too bothered or going to lose sleep over a few people purposely failing to understand my points because they want to paint me out as some terrible person (out of what is probably a bit of jealousy). so you dont need to worry about me! but still thank you for your very very kind words! it means a lot!
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