Hi! I dont mind answering it again, no need to apologize! Its not that im Uncomfortable per se because I do adore him, its more like I have a mental block when it comes to him and I just Cant get past it when it comes to explicit situations. The last person who sent me a CC about him mentioned they arent as comfortable reading about him because he looked young when they first got to know the group and I think I subconsicously had/have the same issue. I know theyve grown up and I know they look different but its just hard for me personally. Im okay with cuter scenes like in Begging on My Knees or mentioning him every once in a while because I Am very 0T8 and do like all of them. Ive actually been thinking about redoing my pinned and removing that line for a few months now because I do want to talk about him, I just havent fully decided yet