i agree with the first statement completely, and i apologise if i made it seem like i was saying that in any way shape or form. i was more referencing my reactivation if anything. mental health never excuses the wrongdoings of anyone, and i think as someone who covers fuuta to the degree that they do, owning up to everything that i did personally is extremely important and i wont say that i did nothing and i definitely have never said i did nothing at any point in time.

i know that people are going to dislike this statement, but i dont think i should apologise for all of the actions of the milgram hype house because im not the leader of the milgram hype house and i never have been the leader of the milgram hype house. where people get that conclusion from baffles me, because even though i was the biggest member in it, i never actually interacted much with the milgram hype house outside of twitter. whatever happened on twitter is their thing to sort and apologise for, and in no way is it mine because i didn't tell them to do what they did. i'm not their ring leader, this isn't some like fuuta dark triad situation, i was very much a side character in all this and i think you guys need to understand that. like, cherry isn't expected to apologise for what i did, so why am i expected to apologise for what they did if i wasn't directly involved in their involvement? if anyone can educate me on why i should apologise for other people's actions despite not being connected to them whatsoever, please by all means do and i will own up to it accordingly.

i have other things to say on this topic, i wont because i dont want to bring this whole thing up again for the sake of the people involved, more so the victim in all this who, like you said, did end up going to suicide watch. i'm willing to have a conversation with them if they would like to shoot me a dm, and i will send my apology their way. i dont have their twitter, and i wont say their name unless they give me the clear to out of interest for their own privacy. if someone could give me an avenue to reach out to the people involved to give an apology that would be amazing and i would absolutely love to reach out to the people affected by this. like i said i am here to apologise and im not going to start any further arguments. if the rest of mhh wants to apologise which i will ask them, i'll send them your way as well.

thank you for this ask, and i really hope that i get my message across accurately here.