feels silly typing this in a silly retrospring ask (i'm feeling a lot of things rn) but to anyone feeling stressed about this and whatnot: please, please survive. don't do anything drastic, take a breather. drink water, take care of yourself. sometimes fear and helplessness makes us do irreversible damage to ourselves or others. take screen breaks, call up your friends and/or family, or anyone you trust!! you'll survive and live, i promise! they want you to give up, but don't. please survive!!