Anonymous Coward · 2y
Even if it's never reciprocated, I have crushed on you and more importantly cared for you for a long time. I can live with that. Even if these feelings never go away. What I want more is for you is for you to be happy. It pains me when you're not, as you deserve to be comfortable with yourself. Not even just that, you deserve to feel comfortable around others. I wish you could see how I see you. It might be cheesy to say, "you deserve the world", but I think it fits.
That is really cheesy, but in a really sweet way. I wish I could be happy, and safe, and comfortable, but I don't think I ever will. And even if someday you tell me, and the feelings Are reciprocated, it's not going to cancel out that fear of other people, and you deserve someone who isn't terrified of you.
