that’s his special and adorable bbg 🥰

i think if it’s canonverse, kdj doesn’t really know how to interact with sp without feeling awkward??? like he feels so guilty but also like. this is the guy he’s loved and who helped him survive for like half of his life 🥺

sp is very much “what does he have that i don’t” energy to me (i think about this particular art piece by mei like every dang day LOL

if they could get over the awkwardness and how much kdj is so clearly attached to 3 (1864) then it could be soooo good. he’s so lonely and depressed. what the hell has that guy plotted or done secretly. help

non canonverse vibes i really love the idea of sp being like. perceived as a sugar daddy (he makes the big money and spoils kdj rotten) but he’s so lame underneath the cool façade and he’s such a wifeguy. all he’s ever wanted is to be a pillow princess, can’t he have something nice in his life for once.

the answer is yes. yes he can. the first time he climbs in kdj’s lap, kdj probably nuts immediately because fuck he’s so pretty and scarred and desperate. and the desperation does it for both of them. they are both pathetic idc i love sp more than words can express