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anon ♡ · 7mo

You once talked about a mizitill au who ask Ivan for a threesome at mizi’s request and then sua comes in and him and mizi drift apart. Well I was thinking of this au but with transfem till… I think she has good angst potential. Like her feeling insecure about her gender and thinking that mizi being a lesbian is why mizi might not be enjoying sex with her/preferring sua instead etc.etc. etc.

good memory, anon ahaha that was a while ago. [post being referenced]

mmm hmmm mmm i’m in complete agreement that tfem till would be another layer of pain but idk i think it’s more interesting if they’re all just bisexual lol (till, ivan, and mizi that is)

to me, regardless of gender/sex it’s just like idk. (waves hand) things change, life happens? also i don’t really want till & mizi in this to break up entirely. she just like leans harder into sua when sua joins?

okay, let me start over LOL. i tried to write a longer exploration of this concept but the words just aren’t wording unfortunately. i see it playing out like this:

1 - till and mizi have been together since senior year of HS—he asked her out as a last hurrah. they’re in their early 20s (~21-2) at the beginning of the story so they’ve been together long enough to be comfortable discussing new things and trying new things

2 - mizi has had a longstanding habit of pegging till, so it’s nowhere near new news. she’s just like hey. this is something you really like, huh? and till, at first, only agreed because he does whatever a bad bitch tells him to do

but as it later comes to pass, he really REALLY does like getting fucked hard up the ass (in his mind, because mizi is the one doing it with the strap)

3 - when mizi proposes the whole ivan thing, till is not…upset? he’s more shocked than anything. (he has, historically, in his mind, considered himself extremely monogamous)

he’s kind of hesitant but he comes around because mizi is like. well ofc we don’t have to if we don’t want to. but he feels like she is ALWAYS going above and beyond to make sure he’s happy (in the bedroom) and he’s determined to even the playing field. so he agrees

4 - till and ivan mix like a house on fire (as usual) but mizi finds their volatile chemistry amusing. also she def gets herself off to till being fucked nasty. it’s not that she’s incapable of fucking till nasty, it’s just that for mizi till brings out the “i want to protect you” small animal vibes lol. so it’s more fun to watch someone else do it

5 - they both kind of decompress after that and try to decide if that was going to be a one-off. till keeps getting distracted trying to fuck mizi and kind of has performance anxiety

so, mizi & till go on some dates until things settle back into some semblance of normal. they agree to bring ivan around again and it becomes their new thing for a while

at core, it is still tillmizi dating, ivan is just till’s nuisance +1. mizi has no interest in fucking ivan and vice versa, but they have fun driving till crazy in their own ways

6 - enter sua. sua winds up unwittingly flirting with mizi and things just sort of happen. once more it is mizi’s idea to expand their polycule and till is like. being split in half on ivan’s cock mid discussion so he’s like “i don’t really have the grounds to argue, here”

7 - ivan and sua can’t fucking stand each other LOL…but mizi and ivan are shameless. at first, they invite sua over and she watches them pass till back and forth like a blunt—except sua is eagle eyed focus on mizi

when mizi catches on. and drags her in, then it becomes ivtl and mzsu in their own little worlds despite being in the same room

8 - in my mind. somehow. the 4 of them start living together (don’t ask me how, because i know good and damn well sua would murder ivan in his sleep.) lots of snark but also they look out for each other (lets go queers ✨)

9 - till, for his part, is kind of pouty bc he feels like his girlfriend has been stolen away (not like FOR REAL he’s just pouty bc he’s needy) and ivan is like what the hell am i, chopped liver? (yes.)

they go on some dates to ease the pain and him and mizi have some talks

ivan is gone for some reason idk so he decides to watch the girls. and f/f sex does less than nothing for him but it’s kind of awesome to see how fucking INTO IT mizi gets like “godddd she’s so hot i love her” running internal monologue

mizi winks at him and till blushes (loser lol 💘) and she gives him a handjob or something after sua is down for the count

10 - it becomes apparent later that. tillmizi is more QP than pure romantic because. till kind of finds himself begrudgingly caught in the whirlwind that is ivan’s obsessive attention and sua is just “i take what i can get” about this whole thing, very willing to leave if it sows discord

(sua AND ivan are like this for the record. and sometimes tillmizi have to remind them like no we love you please don’t go)

ANYWAYS!! those are just some of my messy thoughts about this AU it is way larger than i have space for in my brain rn haha. sorry! thanks for asking abt it tho :3 i’m very flattered this hc stuck with you 🥰💘

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