anon ♡ · 6mo
How and where did ivan learn to kiss that well and why not me :( /j
lmaooo i still believe that kiss was the most passionate kiss (probably out of love) i've ever seen.
He was just so shocked as Till when he kissed him. He was just like FUCK IT I'M DYING SOON ANYWAYS.
I cant yap here, and i wanted to say a lot lmao
i only have 146 characters left- i'm gonna cry
I interpreted that Ivan couldn't even kiss an unconscious Till in the bar even if it was to traumatise him by repeating the abuse Till suffered a few hours ago (abuse Ivan has probably suffered unopposed throughout his life) because we don't really know how Ivan interprets or feels about what a kiss as such means. I think he saw till completely unconscious and all he thought at that moment was to make him feel least uncomfortable
(I still find it funny how ivan is seen to gently touch till whenever he's unconscious, but it's annoying once till is in his 5 senses. pathetic looser). BUT HE NUZZLED HIS CHEEK AGAINST TILL'S AS IF HE WERE A CAT LOOKING FOR AFFECTION OR COMFORTING HIS HARMED OWNER. THAT GESTURE WAS SO INSTINCTIVE, whatever ivan was feeling or suppressing at that moment came out in such a way.... (I keep thinking about it).
In r6 that kiss was like a tipping point where all of Ivan's pent up emotions simply exploded resulting in a kiss he didn't even plan for. His plan was probably just to try and kill Till by attacking him, either for real or pretend (other theories as to why he didn't leave marks on his neck).
I always keep thinking about Ivan and how complex he is, his weirdness is fuel for my brain cells and I usually talk abt alnst with my pillow so thanks for the yapping and sorry too. I CANT SHUT THE FUCK UP TOO *cries.
no need to apologize! the yap disease comes for the best of us 🥳
i just think ivan is very underdeveloped emotionally and it explains so much of who he is as a person...ivan alien stage the man that you are!! (sniffle)
