I prepared that gift with a lot of effort for Utara, to make her happy, to celebrate what happen a year ago, which is us making it official. It is something vey special to me and something that I'm grateful about because I have the courage to make a commitment to someone that is truly beyond amazing. I hate this kind of comment, the one you just send over without really think through it. Utara already know that I'm going to take a hiatus every year from February - May, but that doesn't mean I neglect us, I neglect her, I won't and I can't, because what I have with her is truly the best gift and part in my life. We're working on our relationship in this hard time really hard, one way to do that is that we make effort to show our love, it's not me being "lebay", it's me trying to show her love through my effort. And for the show off part, If I want to show off, I'll just post everyday what we talk about in our dm. Making it extra special in a special day for us is a celebration and a day to be thankful, to make memories, not showing off, if you think and saw what I prepare for a very long time just to show off, then you need to reconstruct the way you think because it's disgustingly ugly.