which one is that OH OK

i llve rodrick so much nobody understands im his n1 fan and HIS GIRLFRIEND maybe even fiance maube even WIFE i love him alot and i habe so man reasons why. iiterally jave a notebook of him and i rant about him everyday and why he's so special to me! Multiplepeople have said "this isnt healthy" BIT FUCK NO ITS HEALTHY BECAUSE HE MAKES ME MENTALLY STABLE. Like hes the only thing that makes me jumpy jumpy and squeal and smile how is that not healthy lmao My parents and school help me fund my sp/in on him wnd my irls know im his n1 fan and girlfriend... "thats embarrassing" NO ITS NOT WHEN I FEEL PRIDE AND HAPPINESS ABOUT IT .... ilove him nobody understands i literally fight with other "fans" of him for him Maybe hes just a fictional character and he doenst feel any actual meanigns but he means alot to me ;-;