i wonder what is the shape of that guilt that binds you. but i will say that guilt is often even useless to the ones you have wronged. it is a good reminder of what your values are. but to really truly live your best for yourself and for others, i do hope you can forgive yourself for what you believe you have done wrong.

but, i wonder also if it's guilt that others have unfairly placed on you. guilt, for being just a person with flaws. i don't think that's right.