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aspin · 8mo

Acanthe is truly my everything, this song.. it has meaning a meaning that oneself could not describe the beat and rythm expresses emotions so empathically. The choreography in the music video lets ones mind control themselves, like a puppet who has lost its hope on strings, ones that are now cut by paranoia the pain and want to escape. The way Valkyries unit members voices contrast yet pair together so well is absolutely beautiful, the instruments play a wonderful role they speak words to me, they posess my mind. Every attempt at preforming this song I feel like a childs old worn out ragdoll, I am not me when I hear this song, I am my emotions. I become my mind. It brings tears to me eyes, the music video creates its own love story, the meaning behind it., the definition these words posess keeps me truly inlove. I view it as a old memory unrequited love no matter how off that may be this song, it creates a story for me, not its own. I listen to Acanthe everyday it is astonishingly heart-felt. It feels like an imaginary hand reaching inside me, cutting me open like a surgeon as they sew my heart back together. Mika's voice is outstanding and Shu's voice gets me, this song knows me. It knows everything.. this song has found me while I, I am stuck here still defining who I am.. The aggressive actions of response towards the extreme tune is wonderful. I reach out to it but it doesn't find me. It is long gone out of my reach, it took everything about me and left me behind.. yet still love it. My envy.. my needs for this song it's extreme, without it where would be guided? So many questions one may ask.. one who is lost in their body of theirs.. One who may question this life, what exactly am 'I' who is this, who is inside my skin. My organs? What does this music possess to reach out to me so frightenly but yet still never touching me. I want you. I want this song. I need it. This emotion is not real. I am not real. I am lost in a paradox of fear and love.. fear, fearing where my human connections may wander off too, where may this love reach, it travels hills it goes far its in need but yet it doesnt long for intimaticy it doesn't want romance.. It wants to be known for who it is, to be understood. This song has found me.. its unleashed ME. No not this cell, not these billion of cells which reproduce and die off every second, it found the one who is under this skin, this muscle, this skeletar system, this digestive, it's dug into me, it has craved a never ending pit inside me, like a blackhole.. there is no escape. It will always be there, no matter what. Though, one doesn't mind 'I' do not mind, it has finally found me... something. Something, has finally reached my depths.. it has stuck onto my brain like a magnet does to its polar opposite. This song knows my weaknesses and my strengths, the more it craves into me the more I find me. This song is absolutely everything, it has something. Something, has finally reached my depths.. it has stuck onto my brain like a magnet does to its polar opposite. This song knows my weaknesses and my strengths, the more it craves into me the more I find me. This song is absolutely everything, it has spoken to me. Me. It leaves me speechless, it has found my soul. This song is me, and I am this song.

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