warning: rambly …
IM REALLY GLAD ANOTHER DAVE ENJOYER CARES THEM… man it’s been so long since i. Started liking him like that lol circa 2021 and back then the dynamic was, kinda similar sorta, flashbacks to fridaystuck. Severely self indulgent but idk it’s always specific i really have to built the dynamic around my specific, euphorias regarding dave like him having a GF, knowing my fangirl status, his smug lax personality about everything… also re: talking to dave felt LOL i would, talk in his stream chat sometimes, i want him to stream again so i can talk to him again… i have a lot of ideas i want to explore on paper with these two like, narrative pages, just exploring concepts regarding them and the dynamic ive created in my #1 specific fantasy which is being hired and working in the NG office LOOOL… impossible scenario. I hope to draw them more and more I’ve been really repressed about this for a long time but allowing myself to feel it again im like ooigyh freedommmm im inhuman, one day ill meet him at a con okay: one day. The prophecy will be fulfilled ill make him sign my drawing this has been like my goal for yearsss but yeah okay JKDBFJDBD i just like gushing and talking about him sm and sharing my neuroses

it’s adorable, isn’t it? ive spoken with dani quite a bit about it LOL i think these two people who yearn for affection and softness would just adore each other… nika would love calling mizuno good boy LOL i really like mizus more masculine traits as well the dichotomy of his cute wholesomeness and the fact that he can be almost shonenesque brooding ughhh love that. Love me some mizuno i really gotta draw him more often, draw him with karl too, have a mini comic idea w him, nika and karl in the LoT universe iwanna do that’s funny XD obsessed with mizuno witnessing Nika fuss and fawn over karl and he’s like “… why.” but can’t bring himself to like her less for it because he can snuggle her and bite her all he wants etc and she’ll just be like I LOVE YOU right back. They’re like two snuggly kittens. Amazing.

i feel like for most of my inserts its almost never their own choice LOL... weirdly enough, ninjago nikas realms culture is a hedonistic one so when lloyd actually sexes her against her will shes kinda okay with it?? (making it more dubcon) shes like oh we're doing this now. from that point on i dont think she would initiate it until shes in a more stable dynamic with lloyd. for someone like demonigoat, whose only experience with sex usually comes paired with dying and being tortured her will to have sex i feel represents something entirely different... weirdly enough, the one with one of the widest power dynamics, shadowblood, ends up being the one thats the most consensual, and mostly comes from nikas adoration for her mentor. if anything macaque is the one that needs to be led into the idea. its important to note that they all have latent perversions (demonika in particular is obsessed with steamy romance books so while shes innocent to the real thing she has pretty strong sexual desire, not that it means anything because her existence is basically isolation)