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i wont answer thirst comments aimed towards myself or nonconstructive criticism, low effort hate will be ignored as well. this is bec i dont care about these types of comments
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lloyd jerk off encouragement where he keeps trying to snap out of it and be more dominant but keeps failing pathetically when you press him into your chest and call him a sexless loser and how the fact that he's hard and clearly moving his hips to make himself feel good means that he's asking for this and how you'll tell everyone what a creepy freak he is and how he's obviously to mentally fucked to be a real person and he should just give up on going outside and being normal and let you make him feel good
pretty much accurate. What’s funny to me about this is that for all intents and purposes lloyd/should/ have been able to be with girls, have sex etc, on account of being fit and attractive and a literal hero— as seen with Harumi he’s pretty much completely inexperienced and avoidant though. he’s really strong willed though but i basically think he’s completely weak to affection and will fold immediately (IE minimal response to harumis clear seduction but affectionate touch and words made him vulnerable) . part of me wants to say he would object to clear degradation but i think if it’s paired with affection he won’t have any objection. Also in general he’s just inexperienced, mentally years younger than he looks and kinda has no idea what is actually going on in his emotions. Because he’s basically just a character projected by others around him to suit an image of a leader and hero
So what's the actual dynamic between Demonika and Satan? I figured it would be Dad/Daughter since she's his vessel, not to mention that in the Deadzone Au, he really tried his best to bring her back to life in one piece (succeeded for the most part since she still ended up having deformations). Is it also meant to be parallel to Karl and The Castle's dad/son relationship? (・o・;)
you would be right!! satan loves demonika like a divine bejng would love any of his creations. however this love is not very blatant because satan mostly interacts with her to tell her to commit atrocities, which she finds annoying. it’s basically a constant voice in her head (re; mizuno) she can mitigate this with drugs that sort of fuck up her neural pathways so a majority of the time she’s actually kinda high LOL but you get used to this as a baseline when you do it for so long. also i didn’t realize the connection between her and Satan and karl and the castle LMAO i always thought about karl meeting satan as a weird like “meeting your gfs dad” situation but imnow imagining satan and the castle interacting.
What's the most down bad horrendous thing that someone has said to you?
Karl can noncon,,, but can Demonika NONCON? ??? ?? 🤨
while listening to some jazz i scrolled through your account and i think i became a brand new person. 10/10 experience would recommend to all nikaheads
Opinion on weird fetishes ?? (( piss ,, scat ,, vore ,, inflation ,, macro etc etc ))
literally it What does it take to be a nikahead. I've been following you around since 2023 (the start of your Karl era) and have been looking into you alot (reading thru your retrospring,, going thru ur old accessible accs from diff platforms) What else must I do
I kinda wanna hear your excuse for RPF,, just an elaboration maybe
how woukd karls hands feel texture wise? would he be obsessed with nikas small and dainty ones?
yes he would be obsessed with her hands in like, the way a victorian man will faint upon seeing ankle. they are always covered. and karl to me actually does not really feel that smooth? specifically the grey parts— idk why but they give like, concrete textures to me. grainy. but the other parts maybe just very slight grooves, it’s impossible for him to be Purely smooth imo. unpolished if you will
Have you seen Sebby's apology on deviantart? Basically, They were sorry for creating Olga's character and even their animation part in the OCT. (And to add, Sebby encourages people to erase her lore since it's offensive and gross?) Olga's spirit resonates alot with my own psyche and seeing her own creator dispose of her like a banana peel makes me frustrated and want to cry. She was genuinely a top kin for me. :-(
is rin okay?
Here because of your recent RS post. I dont hate you personally, but I want you to get well soon. As in get rid of the state where you need to take drugs or drink alcohol just to feel better. I feel like you are a good person, but you're destroying yourself, and its painful to watch. I worry about you. I just want you to get well soon and not destroy yourself in attempt to feel better.
Is it just me or do you guys find that having Karl as your opponent to be horrifying? (unless you have superpowers and whatnot). First of all, It's not just his resin-made body that makes him strong—He's INTELLIGENT. He's mentioned to stalk his enemies and jot down notes mentally and uses this to his advantage for later purposes. Second of all, The way he's generally agile (Yes, I know of the limits of his stamina.) and knows his way around whatever weapon Arma turns into.
yes, i am actually terrified of karl. like if you’re a meatbag (human) what the fuck are you even gonna do against him unless you have a gun or a big hammer. at least if he’s a human you can try to injure him. not only is he agile but he’s also capable of MASSIVE feats of strength (throwing boilers, and literal trains) imagine trying to run and getting a propane tank thrown at you. it’s like my biggest fantasy of all time to be chased and relentlessly pursued for the purpose of murder by karl. i want to know what that helpless fear is like so bad and i never will
Nika, I'm going to use you to confirm some of my headcanons (sorry, no one can explain things better than you;-;)
What nationality do you think Karl would be? And a question, does Karl feel lust for Nika? Is there a part of him that loves Nika at least a little?
the answer is pretty much just “vaguely european?” im imagining a really mousey white guy thougu when i say this and not like british conquerer. like in the past a. Malnourished peasant. And modernity Like the type of guy who you see working at your local library wearing outdated clothes. as for a more specific answer here is this quote i always repeat when this is brought up “Most pirates in this era were of Welsh, English, Dutch, Irish, and French origin.” if you mean liek, actually, karls accent is canadian and i like to imagine Castle of nations the theme park itself is also in Canada (this would explain karls canadian accent as via observing humans this is just how he picked up how to talk, or it kinda came to him overtime.) (imagining karl originally speaking like a pirate then slowly morphing into a Canadian accent, like the way someone loses their accent when they move to america).
karl feels mostly lust for Nika, at first anyway, this is like. A “lust at first type” thing. karl doesn’t really have the mental capacity and experience at this point to understand this though so it comes out distorted, and through seemingly nonsexual means (killing and maiming as a form of intimacy). nika only realizes this when it’s far too late and she’s getting raped already. and yes, karl pretty must has loved nika the moment he realized her nature as an immortal being who has been forcibly disconnected from her own humanity. but different enough from him to not trigger his self disgust response, like say if he tried to date another statue (lol) . basically she’s just human enough to inspire his usual curiosity and fixation, but not human enough to despise her and want nothing to do with her. not that this means anything because he’s killing her anyway.. luckily enough after a certain point she knows him well enough to realize that he loves her without him having to say it because that man is never honest about anything ever
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