i think words are not enough to describe how much i love asahi. i really love asahi, i love him sm, it is beyond words to describe. him reaching his peak happiness makes me genuinely happy too. he exists, i live. there's something in his presence that can heal me and the fact that he always come at the right moment when i needed him the most makes it even more genuine. he feels like home, i always comeback to him whenever reality hit me so hard. my heart will always be at the happiest state as long as he's living his life freely, happily, and healthy. him doing ghe things he loves the most. he's my only reason, he'd helped me in so many ways and i'll always choose to pick myself up and love him unconditionally. he has my whole heart, i love him beyond words. and this is how i tell the world how much i love asahi, and no matter what i do, whichever place i am at, whatever it is going on my mind there is only one thing i am sure of, i love him. i love asahi hamada so much.