I am in pain. /j actual emotional rollercoaster

mmm now that it's done though, I surprisingly wasn't dying as hard as I thought I would be, like I've been coping... decently well? with the fact that I don't have any more Vanguard anime to get through anymore

like for the first week or so after I finished G Z, I was staring at the wall like "damn. what do I do with my life now." but I think I'm okay now

surprisingly, G didn't... really give me brainrot, like I think it's really weird. I'm not sure what the reason is but there's no one character that's like my ride or die character lol. like in original Vanguard/V reboot it was Ren, and in D, it's Tohya, but no one character stuck out to me like that in G. I like a lot of the characters but it's just "like" or "omg they are soooo skrunkly to me" but not really anything more like to the insanity degree LMAO... I mean technically, there's Ibuki? lol but I started liking him in V series so idk if it still counts now since I watched G after V... sort of counts I guess

anyway my random 1 month late ramble