this may just be my personal delusion but i think it's really sweet how matthew is usually the one that ramps up their insanity. like he was the one that brought up the staring at each other's lips. now they're no longer subtle. then he started hugging gunwook at fansigns, then later gunwook confessed they hug every day. matthew asked gunwook for a kiss and a month later he returned the sentiment. now he's labeling him "my dear" and choosing to make his signed post-it at a multi-group event to declare his love for another member... i fear what gunwook will write in his birthday card. and by fear i mean anticipate. i really love how open they are with expressing affection with each other because i think both of them deserve to hear that they're loved a billion times a day and like, no matter what kind of love it is like. i need it. they need it.