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you recent fic is so good but i'm having personal issues related to someone who works in investment banking and seeing that as yeonjun's job jumpscared me so bad 😭
HAHAHA should i start including finance bros as a tw in my work?? i feel like enough people have had bad experiences with finance bros that it might be warranted.
Sorry if this brings down the mood, but do you have any advice about how to look past numbers (kudos and all that jazz)? I still very much write for myself but sometimes I wish my work got a bit more traction just so I can talk to more people about it. Inevitably I get in my head, start comparing, slowly lose the love I had for that fic, and then go on a writing hiatus (like a total drama queen). I would love to pump out as many fics as possible (you are my idol) but since I know it’s going to kinda flop I keep it as a wip for as long as possible 😅😅😅
hi!! firstly i’ll say that i have been extremely lucky in terms of engagement. i don’t know if it’s because i happen to be writing what people want to read or if it’s because some of my bigger fics have caused me to build a following, but there’s really just no way to tell. that being said, my favorite fics are very rarely the ones that do well “by the numbers”, but i still wouldn’t consider them flops!! they’re still my favorite fics even if they’re not the ones people are reading as much. they’re the ones that say what i really want to say - a piece of my heart out there on the internet. one of my friends said something very astute about one of these fics: the work will find the people that need it. even if it’s not getting thousands and thousands of comments and kudos, the people that have read and love those fics really, really love them. that’s success to me!! even the idea that my work is making one person’s day better is very special to me. this is all just my personal experience, but i hope you might be able to apply at least a little of it to your own work. the fic will find the person that needs it :)
would u ever write another tyunning
short answer: yes. long answer: YESSSSSSS. i think part of the reason this month’s taegyu is beating my ass so bad is because tyunning are GIVING lately. do you know how beautiful he is in my eyes? taehyun is pretty when he’s sleeping? i can’t take this just hard launch already guys we’re all getting blue balls
yesss i really agree w ur answer to my question abt platonic/romantic tgy and yb! at the risk of thinking too deeply again, i agree that romance depends largely on the people involved and not the activity (e.g., hugs, cuddles, going on walks), bc while i can definitely imagine every member being super close this way, the reason yb and tgy personally stand out to me is bc when they do these things, it just FEELS romantic as opposed to platonic with the other duos!
all this to say i definitely can see every ship romantically if i'm in the mood & enjoy all txt pairings regardless, but tgy and yb stand out this way (esp tgy) bc everything just feels really romantic and intimate between them even when they're doing the same things as other members (e.g, teasing, hugging, bickering)!
i think that’s the beauty of this little hobby hahaha. you can really read into anything as much or as little as you want, as long as you’re not bothering anyone else about it (or the artists themselves.) it’s also part of why writing is fun to me!! i get to decide what actions have what meaning and set the stage myself. personally, i’ve never understood people who get into “ship wars” or whatever because the whole point is that it’s imaginative - we have no confirmation in any direction, which makes the possibilities limitless!! i am
also mainly yeonbin and taegyu, but im also happy to sample what everyone else is making and play around with other ships. getting to pick what i like and leave what i don’t like is what makes reading and writing fun :)
idk if this question is thinking too deeply but as someone who's also mainly a taegyu/yeonbin shipper who still enjoys all the ships in txt, how do u characterize the platonic relationship between them (in general/in your fics) when they're paired romantically with another member (e.g., sookai, taejun)?
i mainly see tgy and yb in a very romantic way and while i enjoy every txt ship, sometimes i find it difficult to imagine how their relationships would be like if they were only platonic? 🤔
this is a really good question!! i think for me, there is inherently so much love in friendship that they’re not SO different. obviously there’s a different feeling and level of interest in someone you’re into romantically vs. as a friend, but there are so many things that overlap. for me in my works, it’s about finding those distinctions while keeping the rest the same!! for example, i wouldn’t hesitate to hug a friend - it would feel nice, but i probably wouldn’t be nervous or get butterflies the same way i would if i was interested in someone romantically. i think there’s just an elevated level of attention there - when you’re with someone you like, you’re most likely paying attention to them more than anyone else in the room. you’re probably watching their every reaction to gauge if they’re reacting positively. these are things that i do with friends, but not on the same level. you might notice that while ot5 generally each has a decently-sized role to play in my fics, the majority of the attention from the main character is focused on their romantic interest - even in platonic settings. i hope this helps at least a little!! i’m sure everyone has a different take on it, but that’s my view. it’s almost like love is friendship’s bigger, older sibling as opposed to a twin. they’re a lot alike, but there are definitely noticeable differences.
i really just wanted to say that i love you. so fucking much. ive read everything you've posted on your ao3 and i will continue to do that forever. everything you write is touched by magic and shimmers in angel dust. you are made of magic. you make my day so much better when you post something with your incredible writing and plots and your impeccable sense of humour. i wish you all the happiness in the world for making me so happy. i just love you. so much. just wanted to get that off my chest
oh my god!!!!!!! i have never heard anything so kind in my life. to know that someone i’ve never even met loves what i do this much is such an honor. this is definitely going to motivate me to finish the fic i have planned for the beginning of november!! as soon as im out of the machine and done with work i’ll hit the keyboard. i’ve said it before, but making people happy is the highest honor i could receive for my works. thank you so much for inboxing me on what’s been a great and also maybe not so great day. i appreciate you so much <3
hi seungminator just want to say that I love your works <3 you're one of the greatest inspirations in my life in terms of both writing and attitude :3 I was wondering how you get ideas for your fics because they're always so hilarious and interesting! I struggle especially with writing the logical development of a story's plot so I would appreciate some advice with that too :] LOVE YOU SM BYE
oh my gosh. oh my gosh that genuinely might make me happy cry haha while i never really think of myself as an inspiration, to think that people look at me and see good things makes me really, really happy. thank you for saying that!! in terms of fic ideas, it really comes from everywhere. some are inspired by social media posts (out of body experience), some by things in my life (love lines), some by other media (no courage), and some just by… stuff. like i have this one random line that i REALLY want to develop into a full fic next year that i just kind of thought of? or remembered from somewhere. anyways, the answer about ideas is vague and unhelpful, but hopefully my plot development answer will be more useful. my biggest thing is TENSION BETWEEN CHARACTERS. there has to be some reason - an existing situation, something that is created over the course of the story, or an outside force that is preventing the characters from getting what they want (in my case, since i write romance, each other.) to use the examples i gave earlier, out of body experience is an existing circumstance - soobin is dead. pretty tough to date a dead guy. love lines has a conflict that comes up during the course of the story - beomgyu thinks that he can’t confess because taehyun only offered to marry him as a friend, and now that he’s developed feelings he thinks he might be breaking that offer. no courage is an outside force - there’s a war, and that’s the biggest problem keeping the characters from getting together. each of these conflict types (there are many more) offer unique options for solutions, which is where you can really get creative (yay mini muffins!!) this is just my personal theory on writing and plot. a lot of other writers do it differently, but i hope this helps at least a little!! thanks for inboxing me and happy comeback day :)
https://x.com/seung3000/status/1852380151444627935 trust then that an ot5 centric poly fic is on the way too? 🥺
i really truly wish that i was big brained enough for poly but i am NOT. my brain just doesn’t?? understand?? like i can’t wrap my head around multiple people in a relationship it’s just too complex and there’s too much going on. while i would love to do an ot5 poly fic, i really don’t think i could do it justice. poly in general just doesn’t compute in my brain for some reason :/
https://x.com/soobeomee/status/1852312162934599816 just know this ended up on every rps moa’s yaoi moodboard bc these r some crazyyyyy photos
YESSSSS i love these pics!! ive mentioned this before, but im hoping to write at least one fic for every pairing at some point. soogyu enjoyers, i haven’t forgotten you either!! i owe beomkai enjoyers one first, but soogyu and beomjun are also up to bat at some point. i’ll get there, i swear!!
psspp seung, do you participate for this event https://x.com/4uppuz/status/1849009073725079725?t=176cRVkTEPrYPP8ExtyFmQ&s=19
hi!! honestly not sure what this is - some sort of fest maybe? i can’t quite tell from just perusing the page lol. i’m honestly booked out for the year as far as fics go, and hoping to take at least a little break in the new year. this looks interesting though!!
i was re-reading some of your old fics like Love-lines + taking it to grave+ all of the royal exchange fics and it makes me feel so good :)) domestic ynbn really were the best esp ur ver of found family xtx with oblivious yj X 'there's no way someone doesn't like you hyng, have u seen urself?' sb ft wise the bg whos about to smash their heads to kiss (and smash tyun) and baby kai. Just AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh I feel like as someone who doesn't read xtx that much anymore you really are the best author to get back into them/ re-read old fics. sorry this is just turned into a ramble about you but yours fics get me so soft :( :), thank you sm
ah i’m so glad to hear that my fics make you happy :) truly one of my greatest accomplishments in life is knowing that my silly little hobby makes people happy. i’m clearly a fan of those tropes hahaha seeing as they crop up again and again in my work - and that comment about beomgyu made me LAUGH. kai is my little dude :’) honestly, if i can reel you back into the txt trap that’s awesome hahaha thank you so much for messaging me!! what a lovely inbox to receive this morning :) thank you and i hope you’re having a great day <3
who is the txt author turned zb1 author? i just got into zb1 so looking for recs!
hi!! i’m not sure exactly which author the previous anon was referring to, but i also know my friends hana (shadowdrifter_ on twt) and annon (afradioactive on twt) are on the zb1 train. i can vouch for the fact that they’re both fantastic authors!!
Wait sorry if this has been asked already but is there a reason you don’t write smut? I love your fics I’m just curious
hi!! i do think i answered this a while back, and i’ll be fr - i was planning on lying my ass off this time hahaha but since hybe yaoigate happened, in the spirit of honesty, i’ll give you the real answer. (good timing with your question, btw.) i have two smut fics floating around out there on anon because i thought i should try writing it to see if i liked it or not. i haven’t come to a complete consensus, but i think for now im still of the opinion that it’s just not for me. im a very story driven writer, and i think there are very few fics that demand smut. that’s not a dig against writers that do include it - and they do a much better job than i did, im sure!!
feel free to not answer this because i don't want you to receive hate(?) or anything but do you ship beomjun? (romantically)
hi!! this is a great question. while i’ve been mainly a yeonbin and taegyu author at my core, im in very much of a “the more the merrier” mindset these days. i actually have had a beomjun idea that i want to write that i haven’t gotten around to yet - hopefully next year!! i would love to write at least one fic for every pairing just for fun.
first of all, i'm sorry for talking about another author in front of an author 😭🙏 it's just that my fave author just turned to be a zb1 author, we can't lose you 😭
don’t worry!! ofc i don’t mind other authors being brought up - most of my friends here are authors too!! i love to see them grow and change interests and evolve over time, but i think i’ll be hanging around here for quite a while. when i get stuck with something, im in it for the long haul hahaha. also this is in no way a dig at zb1, but to me music always comes first when im stanning a group, and while ive liked a couple of their songs their music in general is just not my taste. ask me again next year, though, because my music taste is always changing lol
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