THANK U SM CHAT actually ive recently reread "you broke me first" and it really got me fucked up that it made me crave for the same pain.. it was really hard to read without having a hard time to breathe while crying 😭😭 anyways ive also read what asa linked but thank u sm for that cos now i have smth to reread!! ill check what tofu sent 🫶🫶 feel free to reco more pls 😭🙏