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Anon · 5d
saw you wanted to vent. I hope you are ok. We dont know each other very well but we did meet on discord not too long ago. You can always dm me about anything and Ill be happy to listen. I wish you all the happiness in the world! <3
Anon · 5d
it's been a while! i'm glad to see you're still doing well, hehe sometimes u still appear on my timeline because of a friend we have in common,, sorry for disappearing on you like that! that's just kind of the way i am.. anyways!! keep it up! i love seeing how your style developed after so long, your work is really cute!
Anon · 28d
how’s life been for you bell!!!
My life has been alright. I think its been at a constant state of "Just Okay—Still going through the horrors but has gone through it enough to be desensitized" for the past like, 2 years, and before that it was "GOING THROUGH THE HORRORS." It's actually been looking up a little though... I have few but good friends irl, I have my great best friend Bedelia/Mimi, Im proud of my grades, and all of the school staff love me. My fashion style is amazing, so I get alot of compliments IRL..Many younger girls look at me in awe and it makes me very happy. I think I'm a great contrast to the common wear of Black Pants and Black Hoodie everyone does...Gross, could never be me. Im also apart of an afterschool music club, track club, and math club. I need to focus on my skin health more, though. I don't want to show a photo here even though its not bloody—its just pitiful—but my skin is full of scars currently. Its hard to take care of myself, but I try my best. I have been listening to good music lately...And I honestly think my daydreaming problem has improved. hooray! Means my life is enjoyable enough to not spend half the day vividly imagining a better one. I have to give all the credit to my best friend Mimi www...Shes helped me so much...Weh. Theres also a nice zoo and botanical garden conventionally placed right next to my house... So relaxing to go there—Especially because I can go for freeeee!! Bought some nice new shoes recently, too.
I don't think theres anything else of note.
Anon · 28d
Do you like someone?
Not really — I mean, crushes come and go, thats usually what happens for the average girl...But, I am a very needy person who needs alot of attention and care. Knowing the fact that a person I like most likely wouldn't be willing to—in the future—help me rub vanicream on my body, treat my scars, and help me with my physical and mental conditions, etc, kinda makes me lose that crush immediately. I am very territorial, and I feel that I wouldn't like my partner to have friends, I don't have any either. I've had enough short queer "Experimental" relationships for a lifetime. I need someone who could actually deal with me! And those people are rare. And alot of people want open relationships, polyamory, or just want to cheat...Which I can't handle. So no...I do not like anyone as of current, and that will most likely not change until I feel like someone would help take care of me. This question is interesting tho lol. If you have a crush on me please tell me :3c. She would like to know...
Anon · 4mo
What shows did you watch growing up? :0 I was a disney and CN gal myself
Hmmm... I think I watched Nickelodeon, Cartoon network, and PBSkids when I was younger .. Was a big fan of TAWOG :) I would also watch the loud house, bubble guppies, total drama island, craig of the creek, we bare bears, steven universe, wild kratts and more.. theyre all pretty good shows:) i have very faint memories of watching them so im not sure what my opinions are..maybe ill rewatch them one day who knows
Anon · 4mo
hI not question but I love ur art so much we dont talk much but ur art is such a joy when I see it on my timeline ❤️❤️
Anon · 5mo
fav fictional characters?
fiction... unfortunately i dont really consume it anymore unless someone is there with me But i am trying to get over that and enjoy things by myself (i think i will be alone for a pretty long time) i just get bored or distracted pretty fast without "supervision" with watching things (i dont get distracted easily when doing anything else)
ill try to give you a list off my head though..!!!!
Madoka and Homura - PMMM
Fav pokemon: Latios, Latias, Wooloo, Mareep, Vulpix, Trubbish, Furret, Wurmple
Timekeeper Cookie - Cookie Run
Agent 3 and 8 - Splatoon (Also the calimari sisters)
Hokma - Lobotomy Corporation
Jinx - Arcane
Ethan Winters - RE8
Chara and Asriel - Undertale
Glad0s - Portal..
Theres more of course but I have bad memory
Anon · 5mo
also. its me laz. do you wanna play overwatch sometime.. im a massive mercy one trick though
Anon · 5mo
thoughts on kmfdm, if you ever listened to them? if you havent then please listen to them... theyre german industrial like rammstein (although most of their music is in english)
Anon · 5mo
what music do you like?
warning that, my music taste is ..hilariously bad.. i feel like the most thing im envious of is other peoples music taste, how theyre so diverse compared to me only listening to one song repeatably everyday LOL. When I was 12-early 13, I'd unironically listen to hyperpop & MSI.. Thankfully, friends introduced me to better music and I moved on from those genres.
but, i have been cycling between these 3/4 specific songs: Careful who you dance with - parenthetical girls (And the xiu xiu remix), Over & Over - rio romeo, and Again & Again - the bird and the bee..
I also slightly dabble in some Radiohead, due to my friend being very very interested in it and introducing me to it :) I also really like Kendrick Lamar, Rammstein, Tyler The Creatorand sometimes Kanye West.. I've been a longtime fan of Nero's Day at Disneyland, and Muship.
I usually listen to soundtracks though. I enjoy PMMM soundtracks, Lobcorp soundtracks, and other soundtracks of games I've seen (Ultrakill, Lisa the painful, etc..)
Its actually best for me to avoid music unfortunately, it makes me daydream uncontrollably for long periods of time and distracts me from things I have to do. ...I do break this rule though, alot.